Dimitri Toonen

Shameless

Verse 1
What did you want
When you were young as me
Maybe a different path
That your life would be at
But it happened anyway
Why don’t you stay
Is it me to blame
Why don’t you stay

Verse 2

Somehow things are changed
What do you want from me
Is it that I am changed
Well, I didn’t expect to be
But it happened anyway
Why don’t you go away
Well, I’m not okay
Please go away

Chorus
Shameless
I am shameless
Shameless
I am shameless
Shameless
I am shameless
Shameless
I am shameless
Shameless

Bridge
Being ashamed, is the stuff you’d brew
Being lame, did somehow grew in you
Feeling game, that I needed to part from you again
And I took the freedom to make my own life,
as far away from you as I can go

Not Home Today

Verse 1
Walking here alone
With my daddy next to me
Don’t know where we’re going
Hope today I get some sleep

Verse 2
Suffocating in this cage
The don’t care ‘bout my age
Feeling shitty every day
Hope to get some food

Chorus 1
Why did we leave home today?
Can’t my friends come out and play?
Why are you so sad?
Did you want mommy instead?

Verse 3
Every trust I had,
is gone like our shed
I miss you so much
Why didn’t you come with us?

Chorus 2
Why did we leave home today?
Can’t my friends come out and play?
Why do people hate so much
Can’t you see that my home is gone?
What did we do wrong?
Expecting everyone to bleed…..

Ganges Story Part I: Tragedy

Verse 1
Here on the water is a nice place to be
Surrounded by friends, what a beautiful scenery
My boat is rocking, and I like this sound
Fishing for coins, is what we found

Verse 2

Diving in the water, hiding what I really feel
You see us laughing, but you know this isn’t real
How do we feed us, without this place?
With the coins that are holy, they give us a change

Chorus 1
Leave us, we’re barely holding on
See us, I’m begging you

Verse 3
You see joy and happiness, but really we are on our own
No parents guiding us, so we are grasping straws…

Chorus 2
Leave us, we’re barely holding on
See us, I’m begging you
Feed us, we’re starving to death
Help me, There’s no escape from this

Bridge
Funding this starvation deep inside
feeling agitated all the time

Depletion is not helping me at all
Struggling to withhold my fall

You are not emphatic toward us
Even we’re not asking for that much

Nobody is helping us at all
Struggling to withhold our fall

Outro
Life is no friend of mine
I’ve seen too much
Shadows are taking over
My dream are gone

Help me…
Kill me…

The Destruction Of You

Do you think it’s okay,
that I took your dreams away?
Do you think that it is fair,
that I shot you from the air?

Don’t know even know your name.
It sounds insane
Do you think that I am bad?
Or do you think I ever had the life you created for yourself?

Leave My Mind Sometimes

Verse 1
We started out, when we were young
I came new to this town
And I thought you were my friend

Verse 2

But things shifted as we grew up
You moved elsewhere, and I was stuck
In this place

Pre-chorus 1
You were gone, while having fun
And I was here for you to fear

Chorus 1
Atrocity, in my mind
Can’t escape, feeling tired
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes

Hateful, towards my love
Gruesome, thoughts I have
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes

Verse 3
I am calm now don’t be scared
I moved for you, but you left
It’s okay…. I’ll stay here

Verse 4
I think of you, and I love you
Sorry I was ungrateful
I didn’t mean to.

Pre-chorus 2
I saw you with someone else
I’m sorry but she has to burn

Chorus 2
Atrocity, in my mind
Can’t escape, feeling tired
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes

Hateful, towards my love
Gruesome, thought I have
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes

Ganges Story Part II: The Other Place

Walking down this road, expect a change of scenery
But alas, it’s the same story you will see
Hiding away, in my own reality
Now that I am sure, I’m not meant here to be

Fighting a war, is how it really feels/seems
It’s hard to explain, but it comes down on me
Everything I do is to keep you away from thee
But now that I’m sure, you’re not meant here to be

The Day I Stopped…

Verse 1
It’s striking fast, I didn’t see that one coming
I thought I would last, not gonna happen to me
no, no, no

Verse 2
My posture has changed, I’m not the same
Not feeling ashamed, of the stuff I will do to you
To you

Chorus
Expressing feelings in my present state
I know it’s easier to embrace the change

Verse 3
Pushing you away, didn’t seem strange
Today all is great, but I still remember those days

Verse 4
Recovering, will take all my life it seems
But I can’t discard, the day that I stopped
The day that I stopped
The day that I stopped
The day that I stopped

Chorus
Expressing feelings in my present state
I know it’s easier to embrace the change

Bridge
Dazed, Numb, Callous, Empty, Stunned, Dead Inside
Panic, Attack, Stress, Feeling Ashamed, Paralyzed
I am burned out now, can’t turn it around
This will be the day I stopped

Desolation Suite: I Early Days

Time moves so slow, when you’re young
Days don’t seem to matter, but they do

You don’t seem to care at all, when you’re older
The past will bring you down
Yes it will

You
It’s all about
You
There’s only
You

You
It’s all about
You
There’s only
You
And, it started in the early days

Desolation Suite: II Choices

Verse 1
Choices I made today, will catch up with me
The next couple of years will be tough on us

Verse 2
These days It’s a way of me, to stay afloat
Softening the incident, through repeat
The chemicals are numbing me, but not enough
Ripples are growing, please make it stop.
Cause I’m stuck

Chorus 1
Cannot stop the atrocity, from rising
Feeding away at me, exhausting

Verse 2
Normal feels like a stranger
My fondest memories, I can’t think of one
Everything ends and start the same
I can’t continue like this
I need to make amends

Chorus 2
Cannot stop the atrocity, from rising
Feeding away at me, exhausting
Cannot stop the atrocity
It is taking over me

Bridge
These days you break away from me
I find it difficult to see
But now I’ve come to stay with you
But you want nothing to do with me

I am ashamed to see you
How can I take your pain away
Can we turn back time this once?
Because I just can’t live without you hon!

Desolation Suite: III A Dark Chapter

Verse 1
You won’t hear me, enough
You won’t see me, enough
I will not be here, today
Please don’t ask me to stay

You won’t feel me, these days
Please don’t count on me, for some time
Expecting nothing in return from you
‘Cause you should expect something from me

Verse 2
This darkness inside of me is working through
I feel this energy burning a hole – inside

Feeling the loneliness, when having this pain
Unable to communicate, feeling ashamed of this

Chorus 1
Darkness, why do I lie?
Darkness, I feel inside

Verse 3
My feelings are set in stone, so I feel
I want to end it all, stopping this pain

Maybe I need help…
But people are rejecting me, these days
Maybe I’m a fool for letting people go

I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know

Chorus 2
Darkness, why do I lie?
Darkness, I feel inside
Darkness, why do I lie?
Darkness, take my life

Take my life
Take my life
Take my life
Darkness

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